Christmas Hopes

Published September 14, 2013 by meredithwyatt1990

I can’t sleep because I’m thinking of you. Of last year. Last Christmas to be exact. When you said you bought your ticket and then told me you couldn’t come because you had to pay rent. I was heartbroken and didn’t talk to you for a while. This year? I believe you bought your ticket. Or at least, 90% of me does. My doubts? You won’t tell me what airline you’re flying in on, or what time to get you from the airport. I don’t know. I’m so unsure and worried that you’re lying again. Am I scared to meet you? No, not at all. I want to be yours and I really do trust you…more than I feel I should sometimes. It’s so easy to trust you and let my guard down because I really love you, something that isn’t easy for me at times. You said you have my presents though, and although I’m not a materialistic person, I know what one of them is. -smiles wistfully- I only hope we meet but I’m prepared for the worst. Would we be over if you didn’t come? No, I don’t think so but I’d be very upset. Like I said I can only hope I’ll see you 🙂 I love you

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